Anxiety

I never thought the day would finally come, but its almost here. I am due in two days! It is so wierd. I feel like I have been pregnant my whole life. I dont think I can remember what it feels like not to be pregnant! I feel like I have been so blessed, I have had such a wonderful pregnancy! It is funny to me hearing some women talk about their pregnancies because they always say it is miserable! Although I try not to think this, I cant help but think they are winers! ha (im sure it is miserable for some women). I love being pregnant. I have my own personal friend that I carry along with me all day. I love feeling him move around and watching my belly ripple all over. It is the most amazing thing and such a miracle that our bodies can grow a baby! I also love how everyone is so helpful and kind to pregnant women. I was walking to class yesterday and there was ice everywhere. Four people stopped and offered to walk me to class so that I didnt slip and fall! (my mom said, only at BYU does that happen, haha). I gotta say, I am definitly nervous to be a mom and for labor. But, I have the best mom and mother in law as examples, as well as other moms that surround me, to follow. As for labor, my friend said, "you cant prevent it, so all you can do is embrace it!" ha good motto. Anyways, I will keep you posted and will be sure to post picture of cute baby Conner when he arrives!